books44 Chapter 393 True Feelings
Chapter 393 True Feelings
Xia Jiaoyang roared again, "You're talking nonsense, shut up, shut up! You also rely on men, what are you pretending for? You have even more men, and you only won this time because of them."
"They are men, but they are my friends and family. Your heart is already tainted, how could you understand? Sincere care, sincere communication, and sincere cooperation in ordinary times will naturally lead to mutual help when problems arise. How can you, with a devil living in your heart, see the good? You have used all genuine feelings and sincerity, and then discarded them like trash."
"Your parents supported your education and prepared your dowry, and you still feel it's not enough, always complaining. If you're so capable, why don't you rely on yourself? You're already in your twenties. What can't a highly educated woman do to live a good life? Are you just thinking of sponging off your parents? You're really asking for it all." Song Tingnan really couldn't understand why Xia Jiaoyang, a rich second-generation, who was practically born into privilege and could easily reach her desired goals, would choose to take such a roundabout and detour.
"What true feelings? There are no true feelings at all. They were supposed to support me all along. They're all liars, liars! So what if they handed over the family business to me? I'm the eldest daughter... And those friends, they're all just sycophants. They're all just envious and jealous of me, vain and that's why they fawn over me. Well, I'll help them out then, hahaha... They're all so stupid, wanting to get something for nothing. Well, I'll grant their wish..."
Song Tingnan couldn't stand it anymore. "Yes, yes, only you, the eldest daughter, can inherit the throne in your family, but are you worthy? You are not worthy of the position. Perhaps some people deserve it, but why should you be the one to decide?"
Why don't you have someone by your side who is truly sincere and willing to do anything for you, like Jin Jie? Do you remember him? When you got into trouble, he ran around everywhere, pulled strings, and even came to me for help. He begged the police to take the blame for you and was willing to go to jail in your place.
And that young professor you're clinging to, he stubbornly denies that you seduced him. He says he likes you and you're just dating. And your family members who haven't shown up, they're besieging me every day, demanding a letter of forgiveness, offering whatever they want. Your brother even kowtowed until his head was bleeding… But how many crimes have you committed? It's not just against me; you've harmed so many people, dragged so many down with you. How can you forgive them all?”
"No, no, you're lying to me, Jin Jie? Handsome Professor? How could they still care about me...? Love me? I'm so dirty... Hahaha, my parents, they don't love me at all. It was them, I'm the strongest, but they pushed me away... My brother... My brother, I used to like him a lot... I held him, I played with him..."
Xia Jiaoyang was crying and laughing at the same time, and it was hard to tell if she had a change of heart. Song Tingnan didn't care. There are always some people in the world who think they are superior and want to manipulate other people's fate.
True strength lies in being upright and honest in both one's conduct and actions. Mastering strategic thinking prevents one from walking on thin ice, allows one to calmly face all great changes, and bids farewell to a fragile life.
As soon as I stepped out of the prison, I heard Song Yanchu ask, "Ting Nan, even someone like Xia Jiaoyang has people who genuinely pursue her. What about you? You're about to graduate, you're not getting any younger, it's time to think about your life's important matters."
Song Tingnan quickened her pace, but her uncle caught up in a few steps. "Why do you hide when we talk about this? There's no one else here. Tell me, are there any classmates at school pursuing you? I'll help you decide and see who's the best. Otherwise, your dad and the others will be pressuring you when you go home for the New Year."
"No, no, Uncle." Song Tingnan thought of Lu Enzhou, who had helped her, and shook her head. He hadn't shown his face at all during this storm. Lin Guo had told her that although he hadn't participated in the discussions, he had kept his distance. With graduation approaching, he was afraid of getting involved. Tingnan understood; their relationship wasn't very close to begin with, and it was just human nature to avoid trouble.
"How could that be? You're so outstanding. I think your two senior brothers are quite good. They've gone to great lengths for you this time." Song Yanchu was unwilling to give up.
"Uncle, I am very outstanding in your eyes, but there are many outstanding girls out there. Also, please don't talk nonsense. My senior brother already has a fairy in his heart, who is my good friend."
"Oh, and what about your second senior brother?"
"Second Senior Brother, he is a very good person, but we are just senior and junior brothers and sisters, there's really no spark between us." Song Tingnan felt that her second senior brother was a bit indiscriminate in his affections. This kind of "thermos bottle" was only good as a senior brother.
"Really? What about the others? Five years have passed, and you haven't met a suitable one? By the way, why do I feel like that Du family kid is looking at you strangely?"
"Uncle, please don't make wild guesses. He's a celebrity, and I don't want to cause public outrage."
"Tch, so what if he's a celebrity? You're a PhD, after all. But he's definitely not good enough. Aside from the age difference, your master would definitely be the first to object to his parents," Song Yanchu muttered.
"Uncle, it all depends on fate, we're not in a rush. Come on, let's go have some hot pot!" Song Tingnan laughed.
"You child, I don't care anymore. Anyway, you're going home for the New Year, and you'll have a hard time."
After eating and drinking his fill, Song Tingnan returned to his dormitory and had that dream again that night.