Chapter 164 I dare not look at her any more
Chapter 164 I dare not look at her any more
Xiao Jingting returned to Xishan Bay Villa.
The property manager asked him normally on WeChat whether he needed fresh ingredients or home cooking service today.
Xiao Jingting took a look and didn't reply.
He had previously asked the property manager to deliver food to Xu Luo's house on weekends so that he could stay here on weekends.
But plans cannot keep up with changes.
At this time, the Xishan Bay Villa was empty, with only Xiao Jingting there.
Apart from the property management who come to do housekeeping regularly, no one else comes in or out.
No wonder Xiaoting, as Fu Runing mentioned, didn't want to stay here for a moment.
Run to the Fu family when you find the chance.
Thinking of the name 'Xiao Ting', it is very consistent with Fu Runing's naming style.
Somewhat casual, yet always very precise.
Fu Runing still left a lot of things here. Most of the shoe cabinet at the entrance was filled with her shoes, and the dressing room in the bedroom was also filled with her clothes. The last time he entered the dressing room, he found several sets of jewelry in the cabinet, which she had not taken away.
Even the bathroom cabinet was filled with her frequently used sanitary napkins.
There are traces of her life everywhere.
She is in every corner of this house.
But she is not there.
Xiao Jingting went to the basement.
He pushed open the secret door at the end of the library and approached the compartment.
There was a piece of wood on the table that had not yet been carved into a shape.
He didn't know what to carve, so he just left it there.
The amber eyes that Fu Runing looked at him with today appeared in his mind. There was provocation, teasing, and pretended innocence in her eyes.
She is really bad.
Sometimes she seems to be doing it on purpose, but often it's unintentional, just flirting casually.
The good thing about Fu Runing is that she is nice to everyone around her.
When she is nice to you, you always feel that you are special and unique to her.
But when I turned around, I realized that it was all my own wishful thinking.
She is like that to everyone, as long as she considers them family or friends.
Xiao Jingting used to hate this.
But she just has this kind of personality.
Xiao Jingting also forgot when he discovered that he had a special desire for her.
The sound insulation of the Fu family's house is pretty good, but perhaps because he had lived in darkness for too long, his hearing is very good in the dead of night.
His room was right next to Fu Runing's, and he could hear her movements just by standing by the wall.
He knew she was watching TV, variety shows, or even chatting with classmates.
He had a curiosity about Fu Runing that even he considered perverted.
He couldn't accept that he was so miserable, and he was even more afraid that she would discover his despicable behavior.
So he usually kept a certain distance from Fu Runing as much as possible.
Under the guise of his family, he secretly spied on her life and covered up his own despicable thoughts.
Until one day, he heard her taking a shower at night.
For the first time, he clearly felt that desire.
He tried to brainwash himself, saying that it was just a normal physiological phenomenon for males after puberty, something he had learned in school and nothing to be surprised about.
But he was ashamed of having such desire for her.
He felt that she was young and that he was dirty, and was afraid that all his dark sides would be exposed to them one day.
I am even more afraid that I will not be loved.
So he suppressed these desires and maintained a peaceful and quiet life.
But he always felt that Fu Runing didn't treat him as a member of the opposite sex.
That summer vacation, there were only the two of them at home. Fu Runing had bad habits. She would reverse her day and night as soon as she had a vacation. If no one was looking after her, she would really sleep until the afternoon.
At that time, every day after he came home and cooked, he would call Fu Runing to get up. She would come out in her pajamas to open the door, then go to the bathroom to wash her face and brush her teeth without closing the bathroom door.
I originally thought that she at least had some respect for men and women, but she didn't take it seriously at all. She wandered around the house in her pajamas and nightgown. She was already very respectful to him by wearing an extra piece of underwear.
She was always dressed neatly when her childhood friend came to her house, but she was very casual when she was with him.
He couldn't say anything because Fu Runing would definitely say that they were family and it didn't matter.
It makes him look like he has dirty thoughts.
So every day after cooking he would find a reason to go out.
Being trapped at home during those three typhoon days was a special torture for him.
Fu Runing couldn't sit still and was never afraid of being ignored by others. She often came to knock on his door with her computer and asked to play games with him.
If he refused once, she would knock on the door a second time. If he refused twice, she would knock on the door a third time, until he agreed.
Later, he was unable to bear her pestering and went out to play games with her.
His eyes were focused on the game the entire time, and he didn't dare look at her for even a second.
At that time, Fu Runing was truly bold, bright, and beautiful, growing unrestrainedly.
It made him look even darker and more twisted.
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