Chapter 386: Pretty Little Dramatizer vs. Autistic Male Lead (24) (End)
Chapter 386: Pretty Little Dramatizer vs. Autistic Male Lead (24) (End)
Still no answer!
At this time, Ji Huaili began to pinch himself and hit his head again...
Shen Zhaowan finally couldn't help it, and holding back her tears, she rushed to his side.
"Huai Li, please don't hurt yourself."
Shen Zhaowan hugged him tightly, pried his hands apart, and tried her best to stop him.
That's why Ji Huaili looked up in a daze, his eyes full of sadness and pain, and sweat on his forehead.
His expression was dazed for a while and then he shed tears.
"Huai Li, look at me!"
"Can you still recognize who I am?"
Ji Huaili did not answer, lost in his own thoughts, "Where's Grandpa?"
"Lie to me, lie to me!"
What he said was true, and Shen Zhaowan did not defend herself.
At this moment, it seemed that he could not bear it or accept it. He struggled hard to break free from Shen Zhaowan's hand again, wanting to hurt himself and bite himself.
Shen Zhaowan was so anxious that she directly put her hand in the middle.
"Hiss!"
Shen Zhaowan bit her lips tightly...
It seemed to be Shen Zhaowan's embrace, or the suppressed sound of pain at the moment. Ji Huaili opened his mouth and stared at Shen Zhaowan's hand with his eyes downcast. There was a row of teeth marks on it. It was not deep, but there was a protruding bone here. It would naturally hurt if he used force!
Seeing him stop and stare blankly, Shen Zhaowan used her other hand to gently stroke his head, trying to make him relax!
"Huai Li, please look at me, I feel uncomfortable and worried when you are like this."
"Grandpa Ji doesn't want to see you like this either."
Ji Huaili gradually regained some consciousness, "Wanwan, let's go. I will become someone I don't even recognize. I can't accept it."
Shen Zhaowan knew that he was worried that he would become as crazy as before.
"Huai Li, I won't leave. Even if you can't help but do something, I will stay by your side!"
"I'm worried about you, you know that?"
"Besides, I believe Huai Li won't hurt me. Didn't you hold back just now?"
Ji Huaili had a severe headache just now. The forgotten and vague memories broke through the defenses he had built in his heart. Everything flashed back to his mind at once. The departure of his relatives one by one, and then fast-forwarded to the present. He had not even seen his grandfather for the last time.
His chest was heaving violently, and there was a familiar voice in his ears. He suppressed the pain and recognized the person coming. However, could such a decadent man continue to walk normally?
He himself was not sure.
But Wanwan said she believed him...
"Ji Huaili! Listen carefully, you still have me now, do you know that?"
Shen Zhaowan's voice was extremely serious, and it went right into his ear and into his mind.
In a trance, some fragments of her squeezed into those painful memories, these were colorful and beautiful...
Ji Huaili did not do anything to hurt himself again. He seemed to be trying his best to endure it. His whole body was shaking and his face was full of pain.
"Huai Li, you promised me that you would get better. You also said that maybe one day you would go out with me, hold my hand, and do things that lovers would do. You must make it up to me. You can't forget it, and I don't want you to break your promise."
"Huai Li, please think about me more, okay? It's not your fault what happened before, and it's time for you to trap yourself."
Ji Huaili suddenly hugged Shen Zhaowan, suppressing the painful sound in his throat, and called her bit by bit in his hoarse voice.
"Wanwan!"
There was also the sound of crying.
"Huai Li, you are not alone, you still have me. Maybe in the future, our little home will also welcome our baby. Huai Li, don't make me wait in vain!"
Immediately afterwards, Ji Huaili's crying became louder and louder, as if he wanted to roar out all the pain in his body.
He held Shen Zhaowan's hand tightly and refused to let go. After an unknown amount of time, Xiaobai said that Ji Huaili fainted from exhaustion.
At this time, the door was opened and Qu Li and the housekeeper stood outside.
Their faces all showed the same worry and anxiety.
Everyone wanted to move Ji Huaili to the bed, but he was unconscious and his hands were still tightly held.
After reluctantly prying them apart, he let Shen Zhaowan hold his hand to give him some comfort.
After explaining the situation, Qu Li seemed relieved.
"He finally figured it out!"
In the past, Ji Huaili would have locked himself up for several days without eating or drinking, and when people went in, he would be the one stained with blood.
Hearing these words, Shen Zhaowan looked at the bloodless face on the bed and the hair on his forehead was all wet. Shen Zhaowan finally felt a little happy.
After Shen Zhaowan sat with him for most of the day, Ji Huaili finally woke up slowly in the middle of the night.
At first he was dazed, then suddenly he looked around with sadness. When his eyes swept over the exhausted Shen Zhaowan, he could no longer bear it, stood up, held her in his long arms and lay down on the bed.
Shen Zhaowan, who was a little sleepy, opened her eyes and instantly met those eyes. Although there was melancholy in them, they were different from before and were more transparent.
"Huai Li~ You finally woke up, you scared me to death!"
"Do you know how worried I am about you?"
She cried, with tears streaming down her pretty little face.
Ji Huaili blamed himself. Now he finally experienced the pain in his heart. He felt sore and uncomfortable, and his heart was heavy. He didn't want to see the person in his arms cry at all.
"I'm sorry, and thank you."
"Thank you for saving me, thank you for being by my side."
[Ding ding ding, the male protagonist Ji Huaili's love value +10, the current love value is 100. The love value is full.]
Otherwise, he really didn't know how to get rid of the painful memories of the past by himself.
Now, after all the ups and downs, my mind is much clearer and it seems that I have entered a new stage of life.
He was too persistent and stubborn before!
No one blames him, but he made himself like that.
It was Shen Zhaowan who shone into his simple and indifferent world like a ray of light, leading him to experience all kinds of feelings.
Now, he not only found himself again, but also has Wanwan.
Come to think of it, he should thank himself for being sick, otherwise would Wanwan have sympathy for him and married him.
"Huai Li, I'll be happy if you can get better. Promise me that you won't do anything to hurt yourself again, okay?"
"Well, no more."
"Grandpa...it's my fault for keeping it secret from you for so long."
Ji Huaili comforted: "I don't blame you. That was Grandpa's decision."
He dreamed of his grandfather once, and his heart suddenly tightened. Later, he accidentally found the mobile phone, which was his grandfather's mobile phone. In addition, Xia Yingying secretly revealed the information, and he found it difficult to accept it for a while, and he figured everything out.
Ji Huaili gently wiped the tears from her face with his fingertips. He should move on now and leave the pain to time.
"Wanwan, you've been with me for so long, take a rest first."
"I dare not, I am worried about you."
Shen Zhaowan expressed her concerns bluntly, and Ji Huaili smiled helplessly.
"Wan Wan, I have you now, so I know everything and won't do anything that will worry you."
With this assurance, Shen Zhaowan buried her face in his chest, "Then I believe you, will you sleep with me?"
"Ah."
It was not until she woke up the next morning and looked at Ji Huaili beside her that Shen Zhaowan gradually believed that everything was developing for the best.
After the two of them got up and packed up, Shen Zhaowan led him to the small house.
"Huai Li, this is it."
Ji Huaili comforted himself for a long time and finally walked in.
When he saw that familiar face, his eyes still turned red with sadness. The little old man who was so cute before was now fixed in the photo.
" grandfather!"
"I'm late!"
Ji Huaili made up his mind and tried hard to adapt. He wanted to go to the grave to offer flowers to his grandfather.
Over the next period of time, Ji Huaili gradually changed his previous stress response and experienced the outside world bit by bit.
Although he has now gotten out of his predicament and his autism has gradually improved, he still can't help but feel palpitations when he goes too far or there is too much traffic.
But this situation is already very good.
……
In the meantime, someone from the Zheng family came but was turned away. The fight between the two brothers for the position had come to an end, and with Shen Zhaowan's participation, the second brother naturally won.
Not only did the boss fail to get support in the company, his previous investments also went down the drain, and the company under his name was also operating abnormally. All these things made him exhausted.
Shen Zhaowan really pushed people into a dead end.
Even the old man of the Zheng family wanted to come to the door to plead for mercy, but Shen Zhaowan informed his second son in advance. How could this ruthless master see his competitor stand up? Even if this person is his eldest brother!
Zheng Ao didn't know when he forced Xia Yingying to become his girlfriend, or maybe family changes made him feel that she was always hanging on to him, and that not being with him meant she looked down on him.
Anyway, Shen Zhaowan finally heard that Zheng Ao's status plummeted and he became addicted to gambling. He and Xia Yingying no longer had the protection of money and power, and their relationship had changed beyond recognition due to psychological changes. There was no longer the initial joy.
Not only did Xia Yingying have to endure Zheng Ao's spoiled temper and live a hard life from which she could not escape, but even her own family became estranged from her because of the money-borrowing issue. Everything made her irritated.
Their ending was almost the same as what Shen Zhaowan had designed, and Shen Zhaowan didn't care much about it afterwards.
……
One autumn evening, Shen Zhaowan took Ji Huaili to Grandpa Ji's tombstone.
"Grandpa Ji, look, who did I bring with me?"
Ji Huaili smiled dotingly. Ever since his mental illness improved, he often treated Shen Zhaowan like this.
"Grandpa, your grandson is here to see you."
Grandpa passed away due to illness. Birth, aging, sickness and death are the norm. Now standing here, Ji Huaili has accepted this matter, with only sadness in his eyes.
Ji Huaili talked for a while, talking about how good it was to have Shen Zhaowan, and how happy their life was.
He talked too much, and Shen Zhaowan felt embarrassed and hit him.
Facing the setting sun, the two walked hand in hand, heading towards home.
Ji Huaili was still planning something in his mind. When he got better, he would hold a grand wedding for Wanwan...
He thinks Wanwan will be more beautiful in a wedding dress!
Thinking about this, Ji Huaili couldn't help but feel his heart beating fast!
"Huai Li, why are you grinning like an idiot again?"
After getting out of the car, Shen Zhaowan stared at him suspiciously.
"I'm happy to have Wanwan around!"
Ji Huaili did not hide his love, did not isolate himself, and his emotions grew wildly.
Shen Zhaowan felt burned by that look and shyly dodged away.
Ji Huaili looked at her, his heart softened and sweet. He stepped forward, hooked her hand, and interlocked their fingers, "Go home!"
Ji Huaili emphasized in his heart that he should return to his and Wanwan's home.
Maybe in the future, their little home will be more lively, but at this moment, he only wants to go home with Wanwan, to accompany her day after day, through the four seasons...
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