books44 Chapter 806 Extra: Forgetting Worries
Chapter 806 Extra: Forgetting Worries
To be honest, facing death calmly is still very painful. I thought I could separate a wisp of my soul to reincarnate in the mortal realm and return one day.
But I discovered that when I said my soul was connected to the rules of the world and the six realms, the connection was already very deep. Only when I completely dissipate my life force and merge into the rules of the world can the rules of the world be completely and completely restored.
If even a sliver of my soul were to slip away, the world's rules would not be completely intact, and there would be problems in the future. At that time, it might be necessary for more living beings to sacrifice their lives to fill the void.
I cannot be so selfish. Brother Ziyi has been separated from his body for years because of me, and Brother Pangu has filled in the gaps for me time and time again. If I were to selfishly let even a wisp of my soul slip away, then in the future, both Ziyi and Pangu would pay the price with their lives for my actions today.
Moreover, there are very likely more than just Pangu and Zi.
Wangyou thought about it and realized that her death was enough; there was no need for so many people to die. Therefore, she could only apologize to Achen, Linlin, Nianwang, and Nianyou.
However, she had a backup plan, and presumably when the time came, they would forget about her completely.
As for Nianwang and Nianyou, they will probably remember, after all, they are her bloodline. As their cultivation level increases, it's only a matter of time before they regain their memories.
However, their fathers spend more time with those two children, so their obsession with her is definitely not as deep as with Achen and Linlin, so I'm not worried.
Actually, after merging with the world's rules, I retained my consciousness and was not completely swallowed up by them. However, I could only move around in that small area and couldn't do anything else. Therefore, I knew about what happened in the lower realm.
I never imagined that the drop of my essence blood I gave to Linlin because of her Qilin bloodline would become the last line of defense, and that she hadn't completely forgotten me.
Ah Chen also surprised me. Although I tried my best to erase his memories of Wangyou, I forgot that habits don't lie, and subconscious actions don't lie either.
I saw that Achen, Linlin, and my brothers were going to great lengths to revive her using immortal bones, divine blood, and the exquisite heart, but the person who was revived was not me.
I thought they would treat her as me, but I was wrong. They could tell me apart from Linglong. However, they didn't ruin Linglong because of it, which made me quite relieved.
Therefore, there's a saying that's very true: how can life be the same no matter who you live with?
It's a pity they definitely won't be able to see each other again anytime soon.
Although the world's rules now seem complete, there are still many problems in the details. It will take countless years to completely solve these problems. To be honest, neither the rules themselves nor the rules themselves know how much time will be needed.
I remember the rules even promised her a bright future, saying that once Her problem was resolved, I could be reincarnated in the mortal realm, and once resurrected, I would no longer be bound by the rules.
The problem is that none of us know how long it will take. It took Achen and the others 30 million years to create Linglong, and 30 million years is just the time it takes for her to fall asleep with the rules.
However, the problem hasn't been solved much. At this rate, it will take hundreds of millions of years. To be honest, by then, the daylilies will be far from cold; they'll have spoiled countless times.
It is said that time is the best healer, but time can only make wounds scab over, not completely heal them. The same is true for feelings; feelings do not dissipate with time, but may even grow stronger.
Sometimes I'm actually quite conflicted. I don't want Achen and Linlin to have no memory of me at all. I hope they can forget me completely and start over.
But aren't feelings inherently selfish?
Besides, if they want to find new love, the first hurdle they'll have to overcome is Nianwang and Nianyou. If they can't get past them, then it's all nonsense.
However, I was stunned when I saw that Linlin actually wanted to resurrect me by creating a world through writing novels. I can only say that people are often driven to such extremes.
Sometimes I really want to tell them that I might not be able to be resurrected for hundreds of millions of years, but those damn rules say that I can't act rashly now, otherwise the time will be stretched indefinitely.
They even said that this was the perfect opportunity to test their relationship. They don't understand the rules of relationships, do they even know what relationships are? And they're trying to test them!
However, there's a saying in the rules that makes a lot of sense: I've spent over 300 million years with Achen, Linlin, Nianwang, and Nianyou, so our bond is undeniable. If such a long-standing bond can't withstand the test of time, then she doesn't need to pay attention to these people anymore.
I know the rules are correct. Besides, I'm not exactly an expert in relationships. After such a long time, coupled with the influence of these heartless and loveless rules, I don't even know how much of my feelings are left.
Besides, there's a saying in the mortal world: "If you feel sorry for a man, you'll be unlucky for life." There's also a saying: "Children and grandchildren have their own blessings; if I don't have children and grandchildren, I'll enjoy my blessings." These sayings are actually quite good.
If they find someone new along the way, I won't blame them.
What makes me happiest is that 40 million years later, all the eggs I gave to Pangu in his natal space have hatched.
There are divine plants, divine beasts, ferocious beasts, magical beasts, and so on. I collected them all from the world where I was born and the world where Ziyi failed. Now, I can truly say that I have no regrets.
Brother Xiaoteng and Sister Zhuque have memories, which is good. Those who are close to me all have good endings. This scheme ends here.
I didn't hear them say anything about how they were all rushing to accumulate merit. As for listening to their true feelings, I'd rather not; it's a bit unethical.
Accumulating merit is a good thing; it will be of some use.
Just like how I accumulated so much merit to have the consciousness I have today, otherwise my subconscious might have fought against the rules and struggled for dominance, and then too many people would have been unlucky, and I would definitely not have had another chance.
After all, if I fight and win against the rules, then I will become the rules; if the rules win, then I will be completely wiped out. The current situation is just fine.
Twenty million years later, I saw that with the help of Pangu and Ziyi, Achen and Linlin actually sculpted my statue, just like I had sculpted Pangu.
Then there was good news: I was actually able to receive the merits they sent. Does this mean that my time to return to the human world will be shortened?
After all, being with the rules is no fun at all. Not being hungry is one thing, but not being able to eat is something a big glutton like her can't stand.
Especially when Achen and Linlin are setting up offerings on her statue, they can see and smell them, but they can't eat them. Isn't that just deliberately making things difficult for them?
Once I'm resurrected, I'm going to make them watch me eat and not let them eat! It's outrageous!