books44 Chapter 172 Extra 2 + Points
Chapter 172 Extra 2 + Points
I did something offensive before leaving Beijing, but I don't regret it.
There has always been a voice in my heart telling me that she is yours because you raised her. You are not related by blood, but you can be the closest people in the world.
The day after I left Beijing, I started to feel sick, a disease called missing her. No matter what I did or what I saw, I would think of her.
I began to regret not bringing her with me. I dreamed countless times of turning her into a small creature and putting her in my pocket, imagining that I could take her with me wherever I went.
Just when I was suffering, I didn't expect her to suddenly appear.
She crossed the entire Longning, just like in my dream, hugging me and relying on me,
Even under my coaxing, she opened her belly like a cat and offered her lips.
I saw in her all the beauty I had hoped for, but I was vile, dirty, and ashamed.
I have never loved such a wonderful person. I want to be as good as her, but I know I can't go back.
I lied to my conscience over and over again, planning my future with her step by step. Although I felt inferior in my heart, I felt extremely painful when I thought about letting her go.
I thought that when the day came when I achieved my goal, she would hate me.
But before that, I was like a prisoner of sin, and received the mercy of the saints,
One moment he was still devastated because she cut her chest for someone else, and the next moment he heard her telling him that she also had him in her heart.
At that moment, I was filled with not only joy, but also lingering inferiority.
Perhaps the seeds of inferiority have always existed, but they just started to sprout at that time.
I learned how to make clothes, shoes, hairpins, and everything else she could use in her life.
I pervertedly wished that she could control me for the rest of my life with her enchanting purple eyes, or that she could carve her everlasting tattoos all over my body.
I began to not care about worldly opinions. I was willing to learn anything she liked.
I have never loved anyone before, but now, I seem to understand something.
When you love someone, you will be humble to the dust.
She is happy, you are happy,
She is sad, but you are sadder than her.
I could always feel her love for me, but I didn't feel safe. It seemed that as long as that person's flesh and blood could not merge with mine, I would be uncontrollably afraid that she would leave me.
She likes to be free, so I took her away from the capital. We walked through mountains and rivers and saw lakes. I accompanied her to pretend to be a farm couple and visited the brothels that interested her.
I indulged her in everything as long as she didn't leave me, and I also controlled everything in disguise.
The day I truly possessed her, I stroked her pulse and thought to myself, why not die at this most beautiful moment of possessing her?
It was then that I realized that I seemed to be getting sicker.
I began to demand too much in love affairs, and began to worry about gains and losses, and to be cautious.
Trying not to let her notice my strangeness,
I stayed with her like this year after year, and I happily thought that I could pretend like this for the rest of my life. It was great.
At the age of 33, I began to panic about the fine lines around my eyes. I endured the pain and plucked out the beard on my chin until it bled.
But they didn't give up and kept coming out again and again.
Another day, I held her and repeated the most primitive mark of the day. I wanted her to smell like me all over.
She held my hand, placed it on my belly, and told me we were pregnant.
How can I describe my feelings at that moment? I staggered to ask for a military doctor, and I couldn't hold back any more and burst out all my suppressed emotions.
Mother, father, my son has an heir.
The servants covered their mouths and laughed, but I didn't mind at all. I never minded showing my love for her in front of anyone.
This continued until I saw the little one's hands stretched her belly to the point where it was almost transparent.
I began to think that I had failed to take good care of her. I was much older than her, but I made her suffer the pain of childbirth.
Like before, I want to learn production,
But with bloody examples one after another in front of me, I couldn't help but start to get scared.
I knelt in the ancestral hall for a long time, hesitated between killing the child, and was deeply obsessed with accompanying her to die for love.
But my love, she is the light,
She saw my embarrassment and felt sorry for my suffering.
She took me to kiss in a crowded city, told me she loved me in front of thousands of people, and kissed away my tears when I cried.
My inferiority complex and deformed love, from darkness to sunshine, all thanks to her salvation...
Random Thoughts from a Month Ago: My baby gave birth to two babies today. I named them Zhan Zhixu and Zhan Zimo.
Knowing each other, seeing each other, understanding each other, supporting each other, growing old together,
Today’s essay: My baby is three months old today. She is busy preparing the banquet. If I guess correctly, she will definitely leave me a bowl of my favorite chicken soup.
Meng Jiao quietly entered the room, poking her head out, and lowered her voice.
"Husband, do you want to drink more mushrooms or no mushrooms?"
Zhan Nanchu put down his pen, walked out quietly, picked her up and walked towards the kitchen, while walking he mentioned casually,
"Madam, do you still remember the Lantern Festival that year?"
Meng Jiao hugged his neck and thought carefully, that year he was dressed lightly, with rings and bracelets jingling, but he went through fire and water for her, lit lanterns,
"I remember you once asked me if I liked the prosperity of fireworks, and I remember I said I did."
Zhan Nanchu pressed her neck and kissed her, hugging her and sighing,
"I promise you the beauty of the world, and I will accompany you to watch the years pass by. Madam, we are more than just day and night..."
"Then you should take more of the tonic I made, and don't get sick earlier than me, hehe~"
"Tsk, spank you!"
When Zhan Nanchu was 70 years old, Qin Sheng was kicked out by Man Yue for competing with his own son for food.
He pointed at Meng Jiao, who was over fifty years old and still whipped the young players like a spinning top, and asked,
"Wow, yours is still going strong."
Zhan Nanchu picked up the crossbow that Meng Jiao had made for him and aimed it at Qin Sheng.
“Call me brother-in-law!” (I feel a little sad while writing this, so I’ll make up a happy little drama for you)
Xie Siyuan in the imperial palace, he had guarded the throne for his entire life and was finally about to be freed. Before closing his eyes, he watched her figure appear in front of him.
"Are you coming to take it?"
Meng Jiao paused. What did that mean? He actually had memories? Then...
"Jiaojiao, can you give me a chance in the next life? It's so tiring to be the emperor without you by my side."
OK, this small world is over. I am trying my best to ensure that the plot of each small world is different, but it is difficult to satisfy everyone. You can choose the one you like. Kiss~
As soon as Meng Jiao returned to the space, she quickly put her head against the glass ball to kill her love brain, biubiubiu~
Screen automatic clearing:
Internal tester: Meng Jiao
Internal test level: LV4 (members to be upgraded)
Number of internal test tasks completed: 1
Current world final rating: SSS
Mission Reward: Points: 2000 (Total Points: 6250)
Number of draws: 3 times
Do you want to start the lottery now?
Meng Jiao picked up the unconscious fat orange and waited for him to wake up while drawing the lottery.
Because she was anxious, she didn't know what was in the turntable, so she quickly drew three times.
The turntable ended, and three rewards instantly jumped out with golden light.
[Space 500㎡][Wood-type supernatural crystal core][Primary intelligent brain]
I understand the first two, but what about the latter ones!
After reading the details, Meng Jiao was shocked. This system can actually improve the development of the brain. Damn, this system is too awesome.
If photographic memory is only about increasing the ability to read knowledge, then this is a comprehensive improvement that integrates awareness, reaction, and operation.
Knock, it would be unreasonable not to learn hacking skills.
Big Fat Orange woke up slowly, Meng Jiao quickly withdrew her thoughts,
"Are you okay, brother?"
"Sister, I'm fine. This is necessary for upgrading. I need a lot of rest.
Can I send you to the next world?"
Big Fat Orange was listless, Meng Jiao was not familiar with their system either, and only left one sentence,
"Then brother, you can use my points as you like, just be sure not to get into any trouble. I'm going to do the task first."
"Yeah~"