If love can be booked

Chapter 227 Shen Wanning came to the beach of Y City, and Lu Jinchuan also came here

Y City Beach

Sitting on the beach, looking at the rough sea, my thoughts gradually drifted back to my childhood.

The world is so big, but she didn't know where to go. Before she knew it, she took a bus to the beach in Y City, the secret base that carried countless childhood memories.

Thinking about her childhood, that time seems too distant and vague to her now that she is 25 years old.

When she grew up, she lost that childhood again.

She remembered that Lu Jinchuan had brought her to this place before. At that time, she didn't have much special feeling about this beach, but his affectionate eyes were like a brand, deeply engraved in her heart.

At this moment, she stared at her reflection in the sea quietly, and an indescribable sense of strangeness surged in her heart. It seemed not the first time, nor the last time, as if she belonged here.

Now, he has already embarked on his own life path, no longer following her all the time like before. And she, on the other hand, tightly embraced those beautiful memories, and was reluctant to leave.

She walked along the beach, round and round.

The sea breeze gently brushed her hair, and her thoughts drifted freely in the breeze. But no matter how she drifted, she could never find a harbor to rest in, a warmth of belonging.

Gradually, fatigue set in, and she stopped, found an empty space at random, and sat down on the ground. She raised her head slightly and looked at the blue sky, where the sun was shining and warm.

Perhaps this is a more suitable time for an outing, rather than curling up here alone and staring blankly. Somehow, she suddenly felt that there seemed to be someone beside her, so she turned her head subconsciously, and instantly fell deeply into those deep eyes like a pool of water.

There seemed to be an inexplicable silence between them. They seldom communicated with each other, and most of the time they just sat facing each other in silence.

"You, why are you here?" Finally, she was the first to break the suffocating silence between the two of them. She thought to herself that in his current condition, he probably wouldn't remember this place.

"I come here every year, sometimes just to enjoy the breeze." His voice was calm and gentle, as if he was talking about something very ordinary. He didn't know when this place had become a part of his life. He would unconsciously step on this land a few times a year. As for what prompted him to come here again and again, even he himself couldn't explain it clearly. Whenever he tried to think about the reason, he would feel a sharp pain in his head, forcing him to give up thinking.

Shen Wanning was slightly startled, and then she said softly, "Oh." Originally, she still had a glimmer of hope in her heart, expecting him to recall some past fragments by returning here. But now it seems that all this is just her wishful thinking. The so-called visit here is just a habit he has developed over the years. The man who once vowed to make missing her a habit, now left her with only endless loss and melancholy.

"What about you?" Lu Jinchuan asked softly. For some reason, he always felt that she seemed to think that he shouldn't be here?

Hearing Lu Jinchuan's question, Shen Wanning raised her head slightly and cast her eyes towards the distant horizon. There, the sea was still as magnificent as she remembered. However, the person who was accompanying her now was no longer the same person as before.

"I... came to look for memories." Shen Wanning spoke slowly, her voice as gentle as the breeze blowing across the sea. Her eyes were always fixed on the boundless ocean, and her thoughts gradually drifted back to the past. At that time, she and her beloved strolled here together, and every inch of land was left with their sweet footprints.

"Looking for memories? Have you found them?" Lu Jinchuan asked. Looking for memories? She meant that this was the place they had been to together, right?

Shen Wanning shook her head gently, a bitter smile appearing on the corner of her mouth: "No." It would be more accurate to say that she was immersed in the past rather than looking for memories. Without him, she didn't want to go on.

Seeing Shen Wanning fall silent, Lu Jinchuan tactfully changed the subject: "It's beautiful here, right? The air is so fresh." He took a deep breath, feeling the slightly salty sea breeze gently brushing his face.

"Yes, this is the secret base he and I had when we were little."

"Here, he said he would wait until I grow up. He said when I grow up, I will be his most beautiful bride." The most beautiful bride, how could she be? What if? Where is the if?

"It's just that at that time, I forgot everything about us. I don't know what he felt at that time." Did he hate her at that time? And she liked to make him angry at that time.

"I think he is happy." Feeling the self-blame and loneliness in her words were so obvious, he tried to comfort her that there is no fairness in love.

Just like that, no one spoke, for fear of disturbing the tranquility and nature around.

In fact, what does it matter whether she remembers or not? She is still her, and he is still him.

The sea breeze messes up my thoughts.

"Shen Wanning." Lu Jinchuan called her name softly, wanting to call her to see if she was around. He just wanted to think about her.

"Hmm?" she responded softly.

"Nothing, the sea breeze is a bit cold, let's go back." Lu Jinchuan turned his head slightly, not daring to look directly into her wet eyes. He just murmured softly, his gaze cast towards the slightly hazy scenery in the distance.

"Yeah." Shen Wanning nodded obediently. The sea breeze playfully ruffled her hair, making it a little messy.

I can't find the direction you left, along the track we once walked

Looking at the scenery along the way, the color still hasn't changed

You, at the end of my heart, I can only look up

Once, my tears fell on your hands

Burned each other's hot hearts

And the direction you disappeared in, following the trajectory of love, I can't find where you are

Is there another woman standing by your side, counting our sweet past?

I'm still where you can see me when you turn around

Guarding the past heartache, loving the broken memories

I just hope that when you turn around, you will find that I still love you.