Chapter 225 Zhao Qinglin came to Xiamen and finally broke up
Chapter 225 Zhao Qinglin came to Xiamen and finally broke up
At Xiamen Airport, it was eleven o'clock in the afternoon, the sun was high in the sky, casting a blazing light. He sat in the waiting hall, absentmindedly scrolling through the screen of his mobile phone, when suddenly his eyes stopped at her WeChat Moments. In the photo, she had a bright smile, and behind her was the beautiful and unique scenery of Gulangyu Island.
Seeing this scene, his heart was moved. How could he miss the opportunity to share such a beautiful scene with her? However, he didn't know what she was really thinking at the moment. Not long ago, when he tried to call her, he only heard a cold busy tone, followed by a ruthless hang-up sound. When he called again, the other party was prompted that the phone was turned off.
So, he resolutely embarked on a journey to Gulangyu Island, eager to find the woman who made his heart beat. After all, he was unwilling to give up this relationship easily.
Finally, he arrived at the beach of Gulangyu Island. The beach, the sun, the waves...
The golden beach shone charmingly in the sun, and the waves gently hit the shore, making a crisp and pleasant sound. The sea breeze gently blew on his face, bringing a touch of coolness and comfort. He closed his eyes, listened to the sound of the waves, and felt the charm of nature, as if he was in a poetic painting.
A long-lost laugh, hers. Looking in the direction of the sound, he saw her running happily not far away, her skirt fluttering in the wind. His familiar beat, his familiar figure, his familiar face, but who could make her laugh so happily? Jealousy, the jealousy he couldn't ignore...
Some people and some things can only be left to memories and time.
Maybe one day time will take away her remaining memories, and she will learn to love again.
"Me? The guy I like would never propose to me." For her, being able to marry him was simply an unattainable luxury. Countless times, she had imagined herself wearing a white wedding dress and walking into the marriage hall with her beloved in the dead of night. However, the male protagonist who appeared in her dreams was never him...
"He doesn't love me..." He doesn't love her, which is a fact she can never deny.
"You are so cute and kind, how can anyone not like you?" Through the eyes, you can see a person's heart clearly. And her tightly furrowed brows truthfully revealed the important position of that person in her heart. In fact, some people are not really unable to let go, but the deep attachment and reluctance make them reluctant to let go.
"Why don't you marry me? I like you." Xia Lingyu said half-jokingly, determined to take one more look at her in the crowd.
However, faced with this sudden confession, she simply responded indifferently: "Don't make fun of me." Marriage? Apart from him, she has never thought of anyone else.
"Thank you for being with me." She raised her head slightly, looked at the person in front of her with eyes as gentle as water, and said softly. In fact, at this moment, she really needed someone to listen quietly to the unspeakable thoughts deep in her heart. Those were emotions that had been buried deep in her heart and suppressed for a long time. Whenever she thought of that person, her longing surged like a tide, almost drowning her. If she couldn't talk it out, she felt that she might really go crazy because of it...
"My pleasure." Xia Lingyu smiled. It was fate to meet you in such a vast sea of people.
"I want to find myself again, the me before I met him." She sighed softly. At that time, without him, without the pain of missing him, without the pain of waiting for him, I was at ease alone.
"Before I met him, I was very happy, although there was no love." She smiled bitterly. In a person's life, it is often because of some extra things that seem beautiful, but inadvertently, it makes the originally complete life have irreparable flaws in some aspects.
"At that time, I would go shopping like other girls, try various kinds of food, and if I felt like it, go to the cinema alone to watch a wonderful movie." Her eyes gradually brightened as she recalled the past.
However, since I met him, everything has changed quietly.
No matter what she did, his face would always appear in her mind. She longed to have him by her side to go shopping together, share delicious food, walk into the cinema hand in hand, and immerse herself in the world of light and shadow together.
She still clearly remembers that one time, in order to watch a movie she had long admired with him, she booked the movie tickets early and looked forward to the moment with joy. However, from the start of the pre-sale of the movie to the final release, she never waited...
"I won't wait for him every day like before..." Day after day, waiting for him seems to have become part of my life trajectory and an indispensable part of my daily life. It's just waiting for someone, how painful it is, how helpless it is...
"I would be very happy if he could give me just a little bit of time every day." All his time was devoted to his colleagues and busy work, except for her.
"But... he is always so busy, maybe it's because he doesn't love me?" Isn't there a saying: If you don't love, everything can be an excuse?
"So I started to make a scene. Actually, I didn't really want to do anything. I just wanted his extra care and comfort, but he wouldn't give it to me." Finally one day he said that they were not suitable and he couldn't give her what she wanted. Yes, he never gave it to her.
"Don't ask me what I like about him, because I want to know the answer too." Do you really need a reason to like someone? Is it wrong to simply love someone? It is not like a mathematical formula with a clear derivation process and standard answer; it is more like a sudden storm that sweeps in in an instant and makes people fall into it without any preparation. Maybe love is so elusive!
"I think there is no reason to like someone. If you can find a bunch of reasons to prove why you like him, then maybe you don't like him anymore." Love is always like this, it's hard to understand, but you love, devote yourself to it and miss it...
"You have such a good personality, you will definitely meet someone better." If she can't get it, will she choose to let it go? I really want to know why she couldn't hold on for a while longer at that time? Maybe they just need a little more time.
"When you meet someone who makes your heart beat, all other people will become nothing." She doesn't want anyone better, she only wants him. Her world is small, so small that it can only accommodate him; but her world is also big, big enough to accommodate every minute and every second of the rest of her life with him.
"I like him, I like him so much, why can't he like me a little bit?" Qiu Ruozhen muttered this sentence silently, her eyes gradually moistened. She was full of grievances and unwillingness. She had given him so much love, but why couldn't she get his response? Even if he could be a little more attentive, as long as there was just a little bit, Qiu Ruozhen thought, she would move forward without hesitation, fearless.
However, at this moment, a deep and magnetic voice suddenly sounded: "Why should I like you a little? I like you a lot..." Qiu Ruozhen looked up in astonishment and found that the person who spoke was Zhao Qinglin! This man actually appeared at this time! Could it be that he heard everything I said just now? Thinking of this, Qiu Ruozhen's face instantly turned red.
"You... Zhao Qinglin?" A familiar voice, her favorite voice, how could she have heard it wrong? Turning back, he was standing just one step away from her. Didn't she notice him?
"Why are you here?" He didn't lie to her, he really came?
"When did you come? Did you hear everything?" Qiu Ruozhen looked at Zhao Qinglin nervously, her hands unconsciously clenching the corners of her clothes. What did she just say? Would he think that she was now in love with him and couldn't help herself?
"Tell me the truth, what did you say about me just now?" He actually knew everything, but he had been pretending not to know. But he was still very happy to hear her say that...
"I didn't say anything." She turned her head away, feeling somewhat guilty. Is it possible not to admit it?
"Are you sure?" He strode forward and grabbed her waist. She had lost weight again.
"I'm sure." Her voice trembled slightly, and her cheeks instantly turned red, like ripe apples. Oh, I refused to admit it, I'm so embarrassed...
"He is the Mr. So-and-so you mentioned?" Xia Lingyu said, his eyes intentionally or unintentionally sweeping over the imposing man beside him. They were a good match, talented and beautiful. But when she said she didn't love her, did she mean him? His eyes were full of tenderness and affection, how could he not love her at all?
"No..." I don't want to admit it...
"Yes..." Admit it generously...
"Hello, I'm Zhao Qinglin." Although he was polite and courteous, his eyes revealed a hint of hostility. A man who coveted his woman?
"Hello, I'm Xia Lingyu. She's...very cute." Was she destined to be taken advantage of by him? Perhaps this was love? No one was strong and perfunctory, and no one was wronged and flattered.
"My woman doesn't need other men's praise." He said domineeringly. Yes, he knew her beauty. However, it was a pity that he finally realized his deep love for her after going through so many twists and turns.
"Who is your woman?" She asked coquettishly, but a ripple appeared in her heart. Ownership? His woman?
"You are mine." He declared his sovereignty without hesitation, his eyes firm and fiery.
"I'm not." His woman? It's just that after waiting for too long, love has already changed.
"You two can chat slowly. I'll step aside for a moment." Xia Lingyu said tactfully. When did he become someone else's light bulb? Exit gracefully, because some wars have no smoke, let alone battlefields.
"No, you don't have to avoid it." Qiu Ruozhen quickly reached out and grabbed the man's arm, and introduced him: "Let me introduce you, this is my new male friend, Xia Lingyu."
"Male friend or boyfriend?"
"He's a male friend now, but maybe he'll become your boyfriend in the future?" Didn't we agree to give each other time?
Hearing this, he finally couldn't help but ask, "What about me?" His voice was full of reluctance and loss.
"Didn't we break up? Didn't we say we would let it go slowly?" She turned her head away, not wanting him to see the tears in her eyes. In fact, these words were not from her heart, but at this moment, she didn't know how to face him.
"Zhenzhen..." He was the one who suggested breaking up at that time, and he was also the one who wanted to get back together now, but he couldn't say it out loud.
"Are you... serious?" Doesn't she love me anymore?
She took a deep breath, trying to calm the emotions surging in her heart, and then answered firmly: "Yes."
"Goodbye." What hurts?
"Goodbye." Looking at his back getting farther and farther away, she opened her mouth as if wanting to call him back, but in the end, nothing came out.
When his figure completely disappeared from her sight, Qiu Ruozhen could no longer suppress her sadness, and tears burst out like a flood. How could she easily let go of the little things between her and him?
However, she knew that continuing to entangle would only make both of them more miserable.
For a long time, because of this relationship, she became anxious and worried, and lost her original true and happy self.
Even she herself hated this situation.
"I'm sorry..." She muttered to herself as she squatted there.
"I'll lend you my shoulder." Maybe the timing of encountering love is not just right, but there are always some people in the world who seem to be destined from the beginning to the end. No matter how far and long the road is, you will meet unexpectedly.
Qing Lin, do you know?
I didn't take seriously what you said, that I might not love you...
In my dream, you also passed by my heart and said you loved me...
Sunshine, beach, coast, footprints, hand in hand figures, are enough for me. Those forevers we never expected, only three words touch the heartstrings, I love you, love you very much. If we can hold hands, why must we stand shoulder to shoulder?
There is a kind of emotion that belongs exclusively to lovers. You cannot explain it, let alone interpret it. No matter when, where, why, or what, there is no need to seek answers. Love is an unsolvable equation.
If love can be scheduled, I would also like to meet you at the right time, neither too early nor too late. There is no heart-wrenching prelude, and no unclear ending.
I just want to be with you, hand in hand, and appreciate all kinds of things in the world...
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