If love can be booked

Chapter 163 Zhao Qinglin and Qiu Ruozhen go home for the New Year

On New Year's Eve, sometimes, I think of him occasionally. And sometimes, I think of him especially. Their lives don't have much intersection. And he always has a lot of things to do, and she is not on his schedule.

He was always busy during the day, so she would help with the housework at home, keeping herself busy as well, but she was really not that busy. Life at home was always free, she could be lazy and not hungry, and she could completely relax without having to think too much.

There is not much communication during the day, just like the days when we were working in T city, we were busy with our own things. If we exclude the time at night, it seems that there is no trace of each other's presence in our lives. I thought that when I was on vacation and went home, he would give me more time, but it turned out that it was the same everywhere. It was just a different scene, a different place...

Nine-thirty in the evening was her normal rest time, but it was already gone. She waited for a minute or a second, but he was not there. Sometimes she would fall asleep, but as soon as her phone rang, she would wake up immediately. It was past ten o'clock, and there was still no sign of him...

She felt sad and at a loss. Since when did she start to wait for him out of habit? It seemed that waiting for him had become an important part of her daily routine. Just one sentence: wait for me.

I will believe everything you say, but will there be a day when I forget what you said?

"Are you asleep?" It's late at night again, and it seems like every night is like this...

"Wake up, wake up..." He knew her habit of going to bed early...

"I couldn't sleep." I couldn't sleep because I was thinking about my worries. I wanted to say that I didn't wait for you on purpose.

"Well, what are you doing?" It's so late, are you waiting for him again?

"Waiting for you." She answered helplessly. Yes, it was so late, what else could she do except waiting?

"Don't say that, I just packed up." He said a little embarrassedly. During the Chinese New Year at home, the days always pass quickly. Sometimes I visit relatives, sometimes I visit friends, and the days are very busy.

When my days are not busy, they are full of thoughts about her, Lin Xiaoxi. What should I do? I have tried to forget you. I started dating. I tried to get in touch with other women, just to stop thinking about you. If I can stop thinking about you, it is my greatest wish.

Thinking of your smile, the emotions you accidentally revealed, I thought I still loved you, but in fact I didn't. I didn't want to be tortured by missing you, so I chose to walk alone. I didn't want to disturb you, so I had to be eroded by memories. I had no room to resist, and surrendered little by little.

I'm trying to develop a new relationship, but you know what? I can't remember her, I always ignore her, she's not in my life. I'm not as strong as I thought I was, I've lost that courage, I've become timid and cowardly, I don't dare to try again. Perhaps, when a person truly loves, he will become cautious, afraid of being hurt again.

She waited for him every day, he knew. She fell in love with him regardless of everything, he also knew. He had asked himself countless times, if he had been the one who took the initiative to give his feelings, would the result now be different? No matter who gave his feelings first, would they always have to pay the price?

I will be nicer to you and try to fall in love with you. Please give me some more time, I can do it.

"Yeah." His schedule was full, she believed it and never doubted it.

"Tomorrow is New Year's Eve, and we have to have the New Year's Eve dinner." Will they have the chance to celebrate the New Year together in the future? I just want to be with him, every day of my future life...

"Well, yes." The New Year's Eve dinner will be lively tomorrow.

"I wish you a happy new year in advance." New Year, the first day of the new year, will she selfishly only remember him when she wakes up? Can she ask him to think of her on the first day of the new year?

"I wish you a happy new year." A new year, a new beginning...

"Can I ask you a question?" I have too many doubts about you, but you never tell me. I don't have the answer, but I want to know.

"You say." She seemed to have a lot of questions and wanted an answer.

"Then you have to promise me first that I won't ask you anything unless you're angry." If I say that I'm asking some small things about first love, would that be considered infringing on the other person's privacy?

"Tell me what it is first." Promise not to get angry before asking? About what...

"You have to agree first, then I'll tell you." If you don't agree, how dare I ask?

"You tell me first, and then I'll agree." If you don't tell me, how would I know what it is?

"That won't work." I said, if you get angry, that's not good...

"Then I can't do that either." She wouldn't compromise, and neither would he...

"Okay, ask." After a short silence of two minutes, he finally agreed. I won't be cruel to her, I dare not be cruel to her, knowing that her love is fragile and thorough...

"Okay, don't regret it." His compromise made her happy, but she didn't know that this man was actually struggling in his heart.

"You've been in love before, right?" she asked cautiously. He should have been in love before, right?

"Is this what you want to ask?" He raised his eyebrows, his tone somewhat helpless. No wonder it was so mysterious...

"Can I not answer?" He suddenly thought of something, and his eyes became a little dim. Can I refuse to answer?

"You clearly agreed, don't cheat." She pouted. She had just deceived him into agreeing, so how could she give up so easily? She just wanted to know, but he never mentioned it.

"Yes, there was one." I had a heart-wrenching love affair...

"Then why did you break up?" Her voice became softer, as if she was afraid of touching the wound deep in his heart. Was his depression because of her?

"Not suitable." When these three words came out of his mouth, it seemed as if the whole world fell silent. He thought he just missed the time to meet her in advance. He never lost anything to him, he just lost the time when he met her. If love can be booked, he thinks he will give her all the time and accompany her through every period of time.

"Oh..." It's not appropriate. These few simple words contain the heartache and helplessness of so many people.

"I accidentally saw your space dynamics and felt that you loved her so much." Whenever she saw his space dynamics, she always couldn't help but have an illusion that he still loved her deeply. In his world, she seemed to be just a passer-by, but she was the protagonist in his life.

"How can I tell? Is there anything?" He frowned and asked doubtfully. He was not good at updating his status, was there any conversation between them? Can it be seen that he loved someone very much?

"Yes, there is one that says I wish you happiness and I don't want to be disturbed." She said softly. Few people would say something like I wish you happiness, unless they really want him/her to be happy.

"Uh... that's a blessing for someone else when they get married." She... got married...

"If I don't believe it, who would believe it?" It was a wedding blessing. She was not a child.

"If you don't believe it, forget it." She got married and he hid away. It was a completely opposite season from hers, exactly the same time. He hadn't slept for two days, listening to the wind by the sea, thinking about her.

"How long have you been together?" It only takes a minute for some people to walk into my heart, but it takes a lifetime for some others to walk into my heart. I don't care how long it takes.

"We're not together." He has always been the one chasing her, and she is still herself.

"What about you?" Have you ever been in love?

"What am I doing?" What did you mean by calling her?

"Didn't you just check my household registration?" Emotional revelation, shouldn't she confess automatically? Does she need him to ask? It's so obvious.

"Oh... I... have never been in love." Although she usually writes emotional articles, when it comes to love, all she has is hearsay and no actual experience.

"So...I really want to know what love feels like." What is love?

"What does love feel like?" I want to have a passionate love affair, even if I get hurt, even if I risk everything. I just want to know if I will regret it if I fall deeply in love?

"How should I know?" She asked him what love feels like?

"Haven't you been in a relationship before?" How could someone who has been in a relationship not know?

"Can this be used to make a fuss?" Is there anything wrong with having been in a relationship?

"At least we've talked about it." Shouldn't it be a valuable experience in life?

"Experience it yourself." He rolled his eyes and said, can the feeling of love be shared?

"Okay, you stingy guy, do you understand how to share?" She shrugged helplessly, thinking that there would be no harm in sharing.

"One day you will find the answer." If you don't experience the taste of love, how can you know its charm? The taste of love...

"Okay, go to bed, it's almost twelve o'clock." The taste of love? Bitter, sour, sweet, astringent... Tomorrow is New Year's Eve, a new year...

"Okay, good night." Time always goes by quickly...

"Ann..." Tuzki's tearful farewell expression is so cute...

Suddenly I remembered a song "Falling Asleep with Your Name", falling asleep with your name, keeping the brightest you in my heart... Since when did I only want to be with you?

I pray that in the new year, I can leave a brand new memory in your heart. Maybe it has nothing to do with the past, maybe it has nothing to do with the future, maybe I just care about where your heart belongs. No matter the past or the future, as long as you can love me, now is enough.