If love can be booked

Chapter 121 An Old Classmate Encounters Trouble - 3

"I asked him what was wrong, why didn't he wait for me?" She didn't understand why he suddenly changed, why he treated her so coldly? She just couldn't get used to his sudden absence in her world, and her heart felt empty...

"He told me that he doesn't like me anymore..." Her tears burst out and her voice choked. Just one sentence of his saying "he doesn't like me" made me lose the attachment I once had. She originally thought that they could go very far together.

"I don't believe it... I still wait for him every day..." She insisted stubbornly, unwilling to give up the hope in her heart. The big locust tree became a witness of her waiting, but he never appeared again.

"One day after school, I saw him kissing a girl under the locust tree." Her voice was a little choked. I still remember him saying that kissing was a sacred thing. They were holding hands. But what about him? He was kissing someone else.

"He saw me and didn't explain..." His lack of explanation, his carelessness...

"I stopped waiting for him and avoided him every day." His face, which was once the one she was most familiar with, became the one she least wanted to see. And her attachment to him was also deeply buried in her heart at that moment.

"Sometimes we bump into each other by chance, but we don't talk either." At that time, they were like children who were having a quarrel, and they thought the other would bow his head and admit his fault first. However, no one spoke.

"Chu Haoyang appeared at this time." He just happened to appear...

"I was with Chu Haoyang on purpose to irritate him." Because I care about someone too much, I always want to attract his attention in various ways.

"But he... never says it, but I can feel his sadness." When he is sad, he always frowns and keeps silent, alone and silent.

"Finally I couldn't stand his indifference anymore, so I had a big fight with him." His indifference and silence were suffocating. I would rather he scolded me harshly than face this endless silence...

"He let me quarrel, scold, and hit him...but in the end he just hugged me tightly in his arms." He never gave me the explanation I wanted, not even one sentence.

"I cried, and he cried while hugging me." It was still that locust tree that wet his clothes. The breeze blew, and the leaves of that big locust tree fell at his feet. It turned out that leaves also fall in summer. The summer leaves he liked were summer leaves...

"On the day I went to college, I got up very early in the morning because I had to go out of town." It was an early summer morning, the sky was slightly dim, it should have been just six o'clock, right?

"I didn't know he would come. In the early morning mist, he looked much thinner and his eyes looked dull, but I didn't pay much attention to him at that time." He stood quietly in the crowd, looking a little tired. However, when she looked at him, the deep emotions in her heart suddenly surged up in her heart, making her eyes blurred and wet. At that moment, she realized how could her world be without him?

"He said nothing, took my luggage, sent me to the car, and held me for a long time." At the station, they were silent to each other, only the breeze brushed their cheeks, bringing a hint of coolness. He silently carried the luggage, and she followed quietly behind him, step by step, as if they had returned to the past.

"At that time, I thought that if he spoke, I would stay. But he didn't say anything in the end." Sitting alone on the moving train, tears kept pouring out. She couldn't control her emotions and felt unbearable heartache. How she hoped that he could keep her, even if it was just a simple word, but he remained silent.

"It wasn't until later that I knew he was ill." Finally, one day, she accidentally heard the news that he was ill. It turned out that he had been silently suffering from the pain, and she was the last person to know.

"It's very serious. It's brain cancer." Su Yu, how could you do this to me? You gave me a reason not to hate you... but I won't forgive you.

"He didn't want me to know. Chu Haoyang told me this later." He just disappeared from my life and never showed up again.

"He said: He would pick up a leaf from the big locust tree every day, make it into a bookmark, and write my name on it." Her voice was a little choked. Foolish... why didn't you come to me? Even if there was only one minute left in my life, I still wanted to be with you...

"They said he was smiling when he left."

"Because he said: I will be happy."

"I didn't see him for the last time." Her heart was heavy, as if a huge rock was pressing on her chest. Did he never give her this opportunity, or did she miss it herself? He always decided her life so domineeringly, leaving her no room for choice... Su Yu, do you know that I have been blaming you...

"Later... I found out that it was he who asked Chu Haoyang to take care of me." He thought that as long as I liked him, he could bring me happiness. However, he didn't know that what I really wanted was just his attention.

Lu Jinchuan listened to her story and fell silent. Her worries? Her worries that he had never deeply understood...

Because he couldn't find any records about him, he didn't know who he was? What was his place in her heart?

There is always someone in our life who helps us grow and tells us what happiness is and what pain is.

"Do you think I'm... pitiful?" Shen Wanning raised her head and looked at the man in front of her calmly, as if she was telling someone else's story. Little did she know how she let her longing and pain eat away at her heart during those silent moments?

Lu Jinchuan stared at her quietly, with a flash of heartache in his eyes. He shook his head gently, his voice low and firm: "No, I don't feel sorry for you. On the contrary, I think you are very happy, because there is such a person living in your heart, even after going through hardships, he is still deeply rooted in your heart." Lu Jinchuan's eyes were slightly red, it turned out that she had experienced so much alone... This explains all her personality, right? Longing for love, afraid of losing, not getting close.

Shen Wanning was slightly stunned, tears welled up in her eyes again. This man seemed to be able to see through the softest part of her heart.

"There is also such a person in my heart." Everyone has a dream in his or her heart. There is such a person who teaches us to grow and accompanies us through the vicissitudes of life.

Shen Wanning took a deep breath, tried to control her emotions, and then said slowly: "I know."

"They say that because I look like your dream girl, that's why you... like me." This question always lingers in her mind when she is alone. If she doesn't look like that dream girl, will he still be attracted to her?

"Wan Ning, I like you...just because it's you." Yes, just that one chance encounter destined their fate.

"It's not because you are someone else's replacement." He never regarded her as a substitute for anyone. In fact, she was herself, and he loved the real her. Perhaps, at some point, he had realized that the person he fell in love with was actually her.

"And you are unique in my heart, no one can replace you." His eyes were full of affection, and his tone was firm and sincere. He loved her deeply, and this love was unreserved. He knew that no matter what happened, she was the only one in his heart.

Sometimes, love doesn't need too much explanation and reason. It's like a wonderful feeling that makes people fall into it involuntarily. For him, loving her is so natural, without any reason.

God still favored him and returned Wan Ning to him. It's just that the Shen Wan Ning in his memory and the Shen Wan Ning now are not completely the same. There is no him in her memory, and he missed the wonderful things in her life. He is just glad that she is still here, and everything is still in time.

"I'm sorry... I shouldn't have distrusted you." Her voice was filled with guilt and self-blame. How could she not trust him? She knew everything he did, and she was in his world.

"Then don't do this anymore. I'll feel bad..." He gently stroked her still pale cheek, his eyes full of concern and love. Has she lost weight again recently? She always felt a little less energetic.

"Are you sleepy? Go to sleep quickly." He said gently, as if coaxing a child. Wan Ning, I'm sorry. I made you cry again. Your eyes are red and a little swollen. He was heartbroken and hoped that time could go back, so that he could go back to the past and make a new choice. If possible, would he be able to do better?

"Jinchuan..." He won't stay? After she told him all her worries...

"Aren't you going to stay?" she said softly, with a hint of attachment and reluctance in her voice.

"I'll go to the study," he answered, but his feet seemed to be nailed to the ground, unable to move. He wondered in his heart, what did she mean by staying?

"But I…I want you to stay," she said again, her tone firm and sincere.

"I haven't forgiven you yet?" He tried to use this sentence to cover up his inner struggle. If he stayed at this moment, did she know what would happen next? Would she still insist on him staying? He threw out this sentence of unforgiveness in a panic, trying to give himself a reason.

"Then how long are you going to keep me angry?" Shen Wanning looked at him, her eyes full of grievance and helplessness. If he hadn't forgiven her yet, then what was the reason for his anger?

"I don't know. It's been a very long time." Lu Jinchuan answered deliberately in a dishonest manner.

"How long is a long time?" Shen Wan Ning asked. She thought he must have done it on purpose.

"How about a lifetime?" Lu Jinchuan suddenly became serious and wanted to make a promise with him to be together for a lifetime.

"No." Shen Wanning shook her head, frowned and refused.

"Life is so long, I don't want you to have wrinkles." Shen Wanning said with a serious smile. If he was angry all his life, he would definitely be unhappy.

"I like your handsome appearance." Shen Wanning continued, she is also a face control.

"So I'm not handsome anymore, so I don't like you anymore?" Lu Jinchuan pretended to be angry.

"I like you. I like you no matter what you are like." Shen Wanning said quickly. Is he still the cold-blooded CEO? Why is he like a child asking for candy?

"You smell like cigarettes. I must have gone to take a shower." It takes courage to embrace love. She is willing to accept everything about him, including his habits and preferences.

"Shen Wanning, are you starting to dislike me?" Lu Jinchuan frowned.

"How could that be?" Shen Wanning denied hastily.

"Yes, there is." Lu Jinchuan was stubborn like a child.

"No, no, no..." Shen Wanning smiled and denied it.

"Okay... let's take a shower together." He turned around and held her in his arms...

"Ah..." How can he say that wind is rain? They washed together...

"Lu Jinchuan, please put me down..." Shen Wanning was so anxious. What kind of person did she fall in love with? She wished he didn't know her, and she wished she didn't know him...

"No, no... Not for the rest of my life." Lu Jinchuan held her tightly and refused to let go. How could he bear to let go of the happiness he had finally grasped?

"Scoundrel." Shen Wanning cursed helplessly.

The bathroom was filled with warm steam, hazy and ambiguous. The hot water fell on her fair skin like silk, and the water droplets slid down her curves, outlining a seductive outline. Her beauty made his heart beat faster, and desire burned in his eyes.

"Wan Ning, can we try it in the bathroom?" He gently lifted her chin and let her eyes meet his. He lowered his head and gently touched her lips.

She raised her head, looked into his eyes, her face slightly tipsy, and whispered, "Okay." She responded to his kiss with her lips slightly parted.

In this bathroom filled with steam and ambiguous atmosphere, they only felt each other's presence, only felt each other's love and desire.

They came out of the bathroom, still steaming from the shower. Her curly hair was wet and stuck to her back, and he picked up the hair dryer and gently blew her hair.

He ran his fingers through her curls, combing them gently. The hot air from the hairdryer blew through her hair, bringing a sense of warmth and comfort. She closed her eyes, enjoying his caress.

His eyes fell on her, and his heart was filled with love as he took in her slightly flushed cheeks and wet lips.

"Wan Ning, do you know? Your first love is me." He couldn't help but lower his head and kissed her forehead gently. He leaned close to her ear and whispered sweet words. Her first love was him. She just forgot about him, and they had walked together...

"Are you drunk? Lu Jinchuan..." Her first love was Su Yu, not him.

He continued to blow dry her hair until it was dry and fluffy. She turned around to face him and put her arms around his waist.

He lowered his head and kissed her lips, and the two of them were immersed in the sweet atmosphere again.

I am your first love? You definitely don't believe it... You must think I am talking nonsense, right? But in fact, I have always wanted to be with you very seriously, and I want you to remember those thoughts that have been forgotten in the corner.

Don't be sad for him anymore. I won't allow you to be sad for him anymore.

Su Yu? No matter who he is, I am grateful.

If we could have met earlier, what would our lives be like? Would there be fewer twists and turns and more sweetness?