books44 Chapter 90. Blue star
Chapter 90. Blue star
Chapter 90. Blue star
90. Blue Star
Floating, sinking, and floating again. Despite her rationality that wished to suffocate as it was, her instincts were scratching at the tip of her heart, saying she didnt want to accept it. After all, she couldnt kill this feeling by herself, nor could she accept it.
The seed must have been there for a long time. Deep in the recesses of her heart, so tightly tucked away that no one could see it, not even her own hand could reach it. Thats why she didnt even notice it. And before she knew it, it had broken down all walls and taken root all over her body. Violettes heart could no longer hide these feelings.
So, someone, please forcibly break her hand and pull out the whole root.
Burn it down so that nothing will ever sprout again.
Make them think theyre crazy to be happy.
Marin, I
Violette-sama.
Violette asked her to help her, to save her from this horrible feeling. She tried to move away from her hand again, but Marin tightened her grip and didnt let go. In the warmth of her powerful palm, in the tone of her voice calling out to her, the lost child finally found her sunset-colored eyes.
Its okay.
Marin whispered to Violette, as if telling her silently to accept the feeling and let it soak. Each word, with its own distinct colour, flowed to Violettes ears, spreading to every corner of her body like current, sending vibrations through her limbs.
Its all right. There is nothing to fear. There is nothing to worry about.
Her tone of voice sounded as cold and expressionless as ever. There was nothing special about the way she spoke, and everything was told by her as if it were a matter of course. No matter how difficult it was for Violette to accept, no matter how frightening it was, it was okay to be assured without any evidence that everything would be all right.
Marins mouth just broke into a smile. With her voice and smile, she was able to penetrate Violettes walls.
But, I , I.
Her shuddering lips couldnt manage to weave through the scattered words. Violette, still staying in the depths of fear, felt guilty for even nodding her head in affirmation.
Once, she made a mistake. She had made the mistake of paying the price for love, hope and happiness. From the beginning of her birth to the point of her first love was nothing but mistakes. How many people were unhappy because of it? How many people cried because of it?
What if I break?
That was the only thing she was afraid of.
Marin, and most of all Yulan, would never allow Violettes happiness to be sabotaged by such trivial possibilities that might hurt her, be disliked, or be a nuisance,.
Because being loved by you is such a blessing.
From the time her life was saved until today, she has given her numerous blessings. It was completely different from life in the church, where there was only disappointment, annoyance, and a little bit of love. Even though she had a lot of pain, anger, and negative feelings that were hard to describe, her feelings and loyalty for Violette have never changed.
Marin was happy to be loved by Violette. Loving her also made her happy.
happy, happy, Im happy.
The thoughts that had been dying were spilling out. The small voice probably only reached Marin, who was so close that their shoulders were almost attached to each other at the very moment. But that was okay. She didnt want anyone else to hear her. It was such an important, precious, and delicate true feeling.
When I realized it, I was happy.
Yes.
Because, I mean, Yulan is so, so, so wonderful.
Yes.
Hes so sweet and always makes me laugh.
Yes.
And always be with me, always listens to me.
Yes.
He even calls me by my nickname, Vio-chan, with his soft voice.
Just by saying the words, the thoughts gained flesh and blood, and gradually took shape. The shadow that was only an outline of a person was now colored, the haze was lifted, and before she knew it, she saw the back of the person in her heart.
The large back, the soft hair swaying softly, and the way his eyes looked at her gently.
He tells me that Im not alone,.
Violette slowly closed her eyes, and behind them behind her eyes she thought she saw Yulan that day, smiling and saying thank /angrybird