Chapter 193 Heartbreak
Chapter 193 Heartbreak
She had promised Xiao Yuan that she would never pull down his pants without his consent, but now she was going to break her promise.
Because eunuchs have undergone castration, the skin in that area is inherently more fragile than other parts of the body.
Xiao Yuan rode at full speed to the capital. The weather was hot now, so it was not surprising that he was injured there.
If he could rest and take medicine in time after arriving in the capital, it wouldn't be a problem. But unfortunately, he was locked up in prison as soon as he arrived.
The environment was so harsh that even taking a bath was difficult; one can only imagine how much inconvenience and pain he had to endure.
Xiao Yuan's underwear was pulled down to his private parts but couldn't be pulled down any further; the blood seeping from his wound had stuck the underwear to his skin.
Jiang Xinyu's face was covered in tears, and her hands trembled with heartache as she watched the scabs being easily torn off.
Perhaps the intense pain of the wound being torn open was so severe that it jolted Xiao Yuan awake.
When he saw his wife pulling down his trousers, staring at the mutilated area and weeping, his head buzzed, and he instinctively grabbed Jiang Xinyu's hand and shook his head urgently.
"No, no... don't look, please don't look."
Jiang Xinyu couldn't help but hug Xiao Yuan and burst into tears. Xiao Yuan stiffly held her and patted her, his voice trembling as he murmured,
"I'm sorry, I startled you, please don't look..."
As he spoke, he tried to wipe away the lady's tears, but when he raised his hand, he realized that his hands were very dirty, and he finally noticed that he himself smelled terrible.
At this moment, Xiao Yuan was so fragile that he seemed to shatter at the slightest touch; all his self-esteem crumbled at this moment.
He felt as if he had returned to the time when he had just been castrated.
The airtight silkworm room, the intense pain in my lower body, the burning sensation of weakness throughout my body, and the pervasive stench.
He was overwhelmed by immense panic and pain, and as he struggled to pull up his pants, tears streamed down his face.
All the beautiful image he had carefully cultivated in front of his wife has crumbled; he is now so filthy and disgusting.
Jiang Xinyu hugged Xiao Yuan tenderly, resting his head against her chest, but Xiao Yuan weakly pushed her away, muttering that he was so dirty.
Xiao Yuan had considered being honest with his wife and facing his disability, but he never expected it to be under such terrible circumstances.
In addition, the fever made his mind somewhat muddled, and the immense psychological pressure plunged him into a nightmare state.
Jiang Xinyu could tell that he was not in a good state, so she could only coax him gently to avoid making him too agitated, and then coaxed him to take two ibuprofen pills.
Ancient people, whose bodies had never been ravaged by antibiotics and hormones, had almost no drug resistance.
Before long, Xiao Yuan had fallen into a deep sleep.
This antipyretic and analgesic medicine is exactly what Xiao Yuan is looking for right now.
While the medicine was still in effect, Jiang Xinyu used scissors to cut open Xiao Yuan's pants completely, and then moistened the parts that were stuck to his skin with a damp towel before tearing them off little by little.
Looking at the red, swollen, and festering wounds and the two large sores on the inside of her thighs, Jiang Xinyu's tears wouldn't stop no matter how much she wiped them away.
She took out one of the few solar-powered lights from her spatial storage and hung it on the tent before carefully cleaning Xiao Yuan's wounds.
Seeing that Xiao Yuan's wound had likely caused a urinary tract infection, Jiang Xinyu steeled herself and inserted a catheter for him.
The reason why wounds in the genital area are not easy to heal is twofold: firstly, because they are close to the anus and are easily infected by bacteria, and secondly, because excrement can contaminate the wound.
Xiao Yuan's condition is already very serious. If a catheter is not inserted, he will suffer terribly every time he urinates.
She knew he would be upset and bothered when he woke up, but she had no choice but to do this for his health.
Fortunately, Xiao Yuan wasn't allergic, and fortunately, her spatial ability was activated and she had a sufficient supply of resources.
Jiang Xinyu gave Xiao Yuan a set of penicillin injections and also found norfloxacin and nitrofurantoin.
These two medications are the most effective for treating urinary tract infections. Mild cases show improvement within twelve hours, while more severe cases can be cured in three days.
After removing necrotic tissue from the wound, disinfect it with iodine solution and then apply an anti-infective ointment. As long as it is not abraded again, the wound should heal in three to five days.
After finishing everything, Jiang Xinyu brought back hot water from the door of the secret room and gently wiped Xiao Yuan's body.
She even used jasmine-scented shampoo that she had stored in her space when washing his hair.
Her husband is extremely clean, and his clothes usually have a faint fragrance on them.
She had to clean him up before Xiao Yuan woke up, so he would know that she was Xiangxiang and that everything that had just happened was a nightmare.
Jiang Xinyu was busy all the time, but when she finally had some free time, she couldn't help but hold Xiao Yuan's hand and shed tears.
Actually, if Xiao Yuan had only been whipped a few times, she wouldn't have been in so much pain, but it just so happened that the injury was in that spot.
Physical wounds heal easily, but what about emotional wounds?
Xiao Yuan's vulnerable and frightened expression made her heart ache, and she didn't know how to soothe Xiao Yuan's unease.
She has expressed many times that she doesn't mind the imperfection, but at the slightest sign of trouble, Xiao Yuan falls into self-loathing again.
She would wait until Xiao Yuan recovered, and then she would make him completely hers.
She will let him know that she doesn't mind the scar at all, and that she loves everything about him.
After regaining consciousness, Xiao Yuan was still somewhat dazed. When he saw Jiang Xinyu lying next to him, his eyes reddened again.
That's good, the lady didn't abandon him.
But the thought of my festering genitals and filthy, rotten body filled me with an indescribable bitterness.
That fig leaf was finally torn off, and the lady saw it in the most unsightly and disgusting state.
He had thought about how to make his wife more accepting of his disability.
It had to be a moonlit night, neither too hot nor too cold, and when the lady was still not satisfied after a night of passion.
He would put on his wife's favorite black robe with gold thread and use the most alluring poses and the most touching words to beg for her favor.
He would light alluring incense and gently guide his wife's hand to touch it, deciding whether to continue based on her expression.
Even if that unsightly place made his wife frown, he could quickly draw her into passion and make her forget about it.
But now it's all destroyed.
The festering wounds, the nauseating pus and blood, the stench—he showed his wife his worst side.
He didn't dare look into his wife's eyes now, afraid they were filled with disgust and contempt.
The lady liked him.
I love his strong, well-proportioned muscles, his slender waist and long legs; I love his cold and domineering aura when he wears a python robe; I love his shyness and restraint when he is moved by love.
But now, will the lady subconsciously recall that rotten, stinking flesh when she sees him, and lose all sexual interest in him?
Xiao Yuan lay there quietly, looking up at the bed curtains, his mind wandering.
His entire mind was preoccupied with whether his wife still loved him, and he didn't even think to ask why she had returned to the capital and why she had broken him out of prison.
I didn't even think to ask them where they were or if it was safe.
As for Zhang Zhongyi's conspiracies and the changes in the court, they were completely forgotten.
Indeed, things tend to reverse when they reach an extreme.
Previously, Chief Supervisor Xiao only cared about his career, and women were creatures that would only affect his speed in drawing his sword, so he kept his distance from them.
Nowadays, all I think about is my wife; I work only to pamper her better.
Xiao Yuan, the powerful and influential head of the Eastern Depot, is the most active and dedicated official in the Great Jin Dynasty.
She was transformed from someone driven by career ambition into someone solely focused on romance.
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